Thoughts while not sleeping...

If I must die so that you may live, let it be of worthy cause. 
That both of our lights shine bright for all to see so that my life wasn’t taken in vain. 
My soul will rejoice in heaven seeing your life exalting His name above all names, 
Jesus Christ our father in heaven. 

If I am to heal what we have vowed, I may give life for yours to watch you raise God fearing wise children. 
As I have said, I am their earthly father. I mean zero.
I am only their earthly father, however, I have been chosen to ensure my children grow in their purpose with Him first. 
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In the end, He endures forever. 
I love you.

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